the eunuch goddess had a dream
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This is a story of a young pretty Hijda who would visit the Church and fell in love with the young parish priest, ironically, she almost converted , so besotted she was, till she was bought to her senses by the Hakim a Hijda Bawa, she blushes , when reminded of her romance and her folly..
the eunuch goddess 
had a dream
her love mortgaged 
in misery 
she could not redeem 
her gluttony 
to grab what was not hers 
only a drizzle in a daydream
life bursting at the seam
she wanting to go upstream 
the current of her fate 
pulling her downstream 
yes a cracked gemstone 
no gleam..
an incurable sickness 
a feeling of incompleteness 
she did scream 
being treated by a hakim
who is also a hijda bawa 
letting off steam 
to make her his 
patron he does scheme 
while she in love 
with the catholic priest 
strange eunuch sorrow 
it may seem 
a confession 
a conversion 
in extreme 
now a part 
juxtaposition 
of a theme 
she who was 
once born Ibrahim 
love the spire of a church 
a runaway pipe dream 
different strains of 
a colloquial music 
binding her with the 
Lord Supreme 
call him , Ram Christ or Rahim
 
 
