blogging the soul
within a wail
man a giant
also a snail
in a egocentric jail
slave driving the soul
of every female
each time he fails
as new heights
because of his
hardly a male
a man in veil
on the streets
truth an illusion
bed of nails
an empty voice box
truth shall prevail
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
blogging the soul
Every night when I return from the Mahim Urus my bare feet are in total mess , I have to scrub them thoroughly, to get rid of the dirt filth and grime, Marziya gives me a hand scrubbing my feet with a brush while I sit like a king maker on the toilet seat of my throne..
Next I remove the old band aids... and apply new ones this has been going on for 8 days continuously..
my fucked barefeet
egoless in all humility
kissing pain off the street
could not cheat
bleeding glass shards
dust and heat
shit that man and dog
my life's path
in a winding sheet
a blog offbeat
pain sorrow despair
a poem incomplete
my disputed destiny
trampling my angst
beneath my feet
a torturous tweet
as I sit on the throne
of my toilet seat
face to face
Sandal Procession Mahim Urus Makhdoom Shah Baba, originally uploaded by firoze shakir photographerno1.
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The Urus lasts for 9 days at the Holy Shrine of Makhdoom Shah Baba, security around the Holy Shrine is impeccable and the Mumbai Police and the Dargah Committee have done a brilliant job, security procedures are stringent , plain clothes policemen and commandos move about and the crowds are kept under control..
The florists are doing brisk business , this is their most favored season, and all the florists at the dargah are polite, helpful and cooperative.
There are hotels around the dargah where poor people sit huddled waiting for your generosity, people buy food for them.
A lot of beggars all around the dargah main gate and the lane that extends to Mahim main road, this lane I call Foodie lane, and shoot extensively, the Albino family has disappeared.
The most pathetic are the Kashmiri beggars with their wives and kids, I paid them and shot their kids, I am known here as Camerewale Bawa.
My main area of photography is the Dhuni of the Chancawalli Rafaees , I sit close to Barsati Bawa the head honcho, the other head Amanat Baba sits at the the Ali Maulah Dargah at Dharavi with his band of Rafaees.
I have been unable to go there .
Every area presents gifts in the form of sandal paste , or chadar a floral spread on the tomb of the Makhdoom Shah Baba, this is a showy affair, drummers , sword fencing rafaees that entertain the crowds.This procession is called Sandal..
Within the complex at the side entrance of the Dargah a gate away from the dhuni, are clusters of possessed women, in real sad state, they shake their heads, shout scream grunt and groan...as the beats of the drum approach their end they go in a frenzy, and it is a sight that would scare anyone..the women are harmless but their looks are frightening..the families accompanying these women is what pain is all about..I shoot all this with my mind, but last night shot a lot of frames without flash on a higher ISO..
I walk from the dargah outside , I am barefeet , again shooting the foodie land I move towards another Dargah of Fakhruddin Shah Baba on Mahim main road, here on the pavement are stalls of herbal and aphrodisiac sellers..gemstone guys.
I know them all, as every procession has to come to Fakhruddin Shah before it reaches Makhdoom Shah Baba for the final obeisance to the Holy Saint, this area too is crowded with devotees.
This is my place of spiritual quietude, and the tea at Paramount hotel is encouraging, the owners dont take money from me..I am accosted by a lot of people in dire straits, some of them real hopeless cases , who request me to pray for their sufferings to go and than I forget my own pain , my own struggle to come to terms with myself, I become a tiny speck in a sea of despair..
I love shooting kids and they too make me forget the arrows embedded in my spiritually congealed soul.. their smiles , their laughs , their innocence shows me some light at the end of the tunnel..
Urus time is to bond with faces that had vanished in thin air..the Mahim policemen now treat me more humanly, though I did let off stream when a bunch of young cops hassled me and I told them why the fuck they dont catch terrorists instead of catching me for shooting with a mere camera..some times this over excessive attitude of the Mumbai cops hits me hard after having a Press Card round my neck..
All in all its tough sweeping the streets dressed like me with a camera, but a new story unfolds every second at Mahim Urus time..
My uploading at Flickr is bad , and I dont know whether it is just You Telecom or Flickr too, trying to add to my pain as a barefeet blogger of Mumbai.
I have another 8 GB card to upload..
I have not visited the Mahim Mela or the Holy Shrine of Khawajah Khizar in the sea ..shooting this in the dark does not make sense..
There was a filmi Qawwali last night at Lohar Lane Mahim , I gave it a skip..
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This was shot on the second day of the Mahim Urus and I am still stuck as my uploading at Flickr is drastically slow thanks to You Telecom.
I had gone to the Dhun today, my eighth day.
Altaf Siddi a Bollywood character artiste told me that the Siddis were descendants of Hazrat Bilal the Azan giver during the time of the Holy Prophet..
In India they are settled in the Gir forest along with the Gir lions..
I had dinner at the dhuni and shot the hijras from Kurla Kamani..the hijras had come here to smoke hash..
For the first time I shot the possessed women at the Dargah and the effect of the loban smoke on them.. all at 1600 ISO I was stopped from shooting this by a few ladies in charge of the possessed women..
Most of the rafaees are at Ali Maulah Dargah at Dharavi .. it ends tomorrw along with the Urus of Makhdoom Shah Baba..
Now the Rafaees will move to the Dhuni at Fakruddin Shah Baba..
photo courtesy Google Images
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