If She Only Knew What I Feel

If She Only Knew What I Feel, originally uploaded by firoze shakir photographerno1.

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some wounds
mutilated body parts
take time to heal
her spiritual
sensuousness
in my dark moments
i tried to feel
layer of her make up
where her buoyant soul
lay i tried to peel
with a part of her angst
i tried to repair
my broken karmic wheel
but she destroyed
the poetry of
my broken
window pane
surreal
she who
was once
my muse
my ideal
a lingering
pain
i conceal
let me live
the way i live
to her deaf ears
i appeal
i cannot
be what
she wants
me to be
my ordeal
coagulated
soundless
heart beats
as another pain
poetically congeals