Saturday, August 18, 2007

Love thy Name is Suicide

For a moment

Like a blind man

I deliberately

Shut my eyes

Monochromatic

Moodiness

Morbidity

And no color

Or disguise

Astride

a passage

A dark tunnel

Winding

Through

her thighs

a torch

a single eye

lit a clitoral sigh

phallic pride

her mound

did glide

cock eyed

tongue tied

bursting on her

petalled shores

for her passions

to subside

like moses

parting the waters

a great divide

buried myself to hide

reside

I opened my eyes

realized

part of me

part of her

Still lay inside.

Love

Thy name is

Suicide

Love thy Name is Suicide

For a moment

Like a blind man

I deliberately

Shut my eyes

Monochromatic

Moodiness

Morbidity

And no color

Or disguise

Astride

a passage

A dark tunnel

Winding

Through

her thighs

a torch

a single eye

lit a clitoral sigh

phallic pride

her mound

did glide

cock eyed

tongue tied

bursting on her

petalled shores

for her passions

to subside

like moses

parting the waters

a great divide

buried myself to hide

reside

I opened my eyes

realized

part of me

part of her

Still lay inside.

Love

Thy name is

Suicide

Do We Really Need Eyes ?

Do we really need eyes

To see truth get fucked by lies

To see hate love sodomize

To see hypocrisy desensitize

To see bombed barbarity

And not realize

That we are blind

with or without eyes

crushed metal

blowing device

headless cries

dismembered limbs

blessings

of death from the skies

exploding trains

Israeli warplanes

inhuman surprise

A story of a soulless God

of man and mice

Leave a drowning ship

Before death comes and dies




dedicated to my wife afshaan...

Online News


Online News
Originally uploaded by flickr photographerno1
Man

Paper weighed man

Asleep

Newsprint

Old News of Yesterday

Thrown away in a trash can

online news

breaking all-time plan

will live

beyond his life span

Google search

keeps dead man walking

dead man talking ..

a thought

main stream media

wont understand

Eunuched Euthanasia

The world beyond my working desk, Tai Chi Italy my English Critic is angry with me for not giving up on C words, for those who don’t know what a C word is, it is possession of Mans god made missile called Cock,this is an old poem, but Tai changed my poetic destination no more Cocks for me .

Cock a Doodle do

Yes only a Cock can do

A Knob and a Screw

To make your

pregnant dreams come true

a little bit of an adhesive glue

life is hell , life sucks

much more than you can chew

in poems at poem hunter

C word is a blasphemy

too bad mouthed to review

a stigma and a taboo

a cuckoo that flew

over a poems nest

much ado

clipped wings

later

no rescue

I shall write

cockless poems

eunuched euthanasia

much overdue

bad mouthed

indeed

thank you.

Dont Touch Me


Dont Touch Me
Originally uploaded by flickr photographerno1
This is shot from a rickshaw, and ‘Don’t Touch Me’ is inscribed on all the fare meters.

And the irony, its pathetically inscribed on her girlish soul too, I did not want to shoot this picture, the girl child mother had covered the face of the new born baby with the end of her saree , that was the picture transparent infancy,, but I disallowed the artistry , not the metaphor with which I wanted to share the picture with you, I hate manipulating real life, placing a rose near a bomb blast and shooting the extensive depth is a distorting a decisive moment.

I shoot pictures, don’t touch or disturb the underlying pain, I shoot blood , but its only an invitation for you to see the layer beneath the blood, I cut my self severely , not only because of allying with my faith , but to understand the sound of gushing blood, musical tones and as it gurgled and warmed the slopes of my cheek, I was crying and my tears purifying and diluting the sanguinity of Moharam ritual.

And once you start hearing voices pushing you to press the trigger, once you start seeing reality in dense pictorial undergrowths you have matured as a photographer.

And its a very William Blakish kind of feeling, sometimes I saw it in Tom Do You Like Its Pictures... even Scarlet Larks bench picture, some pictures grow, keep on growing in your mind till they become a part of your unthinking mechanism.

I can understand the confusion my poems cause at Poem Hunter.com, half of the idiomatic essence of my poetry lies at Flickr in the form of a pictures , the Poem hunter critic only sees the wall the windows but not what I see through a closed door.

And a poet honestly has no time or love for poetry, poetry is words that transform as pictures... if Poem hunter had an option for posting pictures, my poetry would not sound the same as I conceptualize it first as a picture.
A Flickr page is my pond, my word like fishes, my commas like little tailless tadpoles, my full stops like little snails kissing the beginning of another sentence, my insert link what connects me to her soul, than the image, the crowning glory of my webpage, tags, that brag and with a touch will open another world beyond a technocrati redemption.

And the cock teasing on the insides of my webpage, feverishly pulling at the undergarments of my soul, private or public.

And Fuck am I really a poet, poets are people made of greater specter like quality , I don’t possess, I don’t want to a be a poet like that, I am a conversationalist poet, I am a talkative poet, a padlocked pedestrian poet.

I am a multi colored poet .

And the juvenile delinquency, irritatingly underscoring my seriousness, post to My Space.



And that lady with a silver chromed mask who knighted me Sir Lancelot Journaler.

And I shall post this at Poem Hunter as a Prose Sounding Poem ,someone will tell me to tighten my prose, loosen my poetry.


From the rickshah I did see
A girl child mother hiding her new born child’s face with the end of her dappled saree..
Begging a thought that seamlessly said to be or not to be
A thought that did touch me
She was the same girl dimpled cheeks sold flags on Independence day
Now she was a mother herself fourteen years out blown in agony
A Fare meter ticking away that said Don’t Touch me
I wonder without offending God or his dark humor
Are we really born free an umbilical cord connecting us
With someone else’s destiny..
To be gang raped a few seconds agonizing pain
A Mother soon to be none to blame
But a child fucking sucked up society..
An oceanless depth that scares and bares
Our wounds that we call reality..

White Man Gods Gift To Earth

God is White
racially discriminates
his chosen tribe all white
brown black chinky eyed he hates
spirtual apartheid
teary eyed waits
in a white mans world
multi colored misgivings
as unfortunate traits
our gods our religion
our idols our beliefs
before christ predates
manacled chained
enslaved searching
for his roots
his future debates
the multi colored man
at st peters gates
rights of admission reserved
as he translates for
indians and dogs as it dictates
whether it is australia uk
europe or united states
white mans superiority as it relates
this very thought global disharmony creates

at poem hunter some poets made me aware of the burning color of my skin..I dedicate this poem to the Blaines , Arsewells, Saywells, Fuc***d Foulks ...Coats of Arms..

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